You win!

No one informed me but apparently this separation/divorce thing is a competition. One I had no desire in taking part in or “winning”. But...

...if you’re intent was to make me feel unloved...you WIN

...If you’re intent was to make me feel rejected...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to make me lose all zest for life...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to make me feel hopeless...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to abandon me...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to destroy my life...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to make me apathetic...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to make me feel like it would be better if my life would end...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to make me feel like I’m a horrible wife...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to betray my trust in you...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to make me feel worthless...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to make me hate my life...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to put a condition on your love...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to make me lose any desire for my future...you WIN

...if you’re intent was to make me feel small and unimportant...you WIN

Good work...I give, YOU WIN!

(P.S. I don't always feel like this but when the low days hit as they inevitably will...this is what comes crashing down on me. There are many other days when I feel ok and I can laugh and smile but today is a low day when I find it really hard to smile and I really hate this life I am now living)